Wednesday, April 17, 2024

You Can't Kill Me

 I saw my doctor today for an ongoing issue with my pelvis. 13 years ago I was assaulted, and then my pregnancy 12 years ago exacerbated the injury. Anyway, I saw the doctor to get a referral for pain management. They require updated imaging, so doc ordered imaging not only for my lumbar, but also for my entire pelvis. This is literally the MRI I needed 12 years ago. However, I'm just grateful it's finally happening. We'll see how that goes, and then I will be on my way to getting another epidural; also sorely needed. Dealing with chronic pain is one thing that keeps me from streaming as much as I would like! I would certainly be more consistent if I weren't taking my health day-by-day. Everything is getting better, though. Life continues to improve exponentially. 

Additionally, I was screened for diabetes, and I do not have it! Wonderful. I thought I might because my father has type 2 and I've had a couple of symptoms. But those can be explained by other things. According to 23andme, I have genes that are "usually found in athletes." I believe it. My genes are for sure on another level. My grandmothers passed down their immaculate health, in spite of all my grandfathers' attempts to ruin it. It's why I cannot be killed, although a few have tried. And, now that I actually have *real* support from *capable* people, I can finally continue to thrive. 




Friday, April 5, 2024

Healing Hiatus

 Wow, healing from all of this trauma is really exhausting. Whenever I take prolonged hiatuses from our chatroom, that is what is going on with me usually. I have been through a lot in my life, and unfortunately that leaves an indelible mark. Good thing I'm a survivor. A thriver. No matter who tries to kill me, I keep going. Like a cockroach 😘

A cockroach you want to have sex with 😂😂😂